XXII.

emptiness.
the only thing i know how to feel towards you.
this page.
the only way i know how to speak to you.
the only way i know i'm speaking to you.
give me the words.
give me the words —

wait. let go. feel. process. do. jump in. hold back. listen. ignore. chase. sit still. speak. listen.

you are so much. and i don't know how to love you.
so this is how i love you right now.
by telling you that.